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Boo hoo crappy pants

Sun Jun 19, 2005, 5:22 AM
Booooriiinnnnngg. Yup. That's how I describe my life right now. A week to go before I finish my practical Yay!!! ^_^ and tommorow I'm off to Redang Island for a so called "work trip" which was also planned for us trainees for all the hard work (yeah right!...).

Life's pretty crappy right now. Just when I thought I was the only one, some people I know who are also in relationships are facing problems of their own. But why must there be sadness in the mids of happiness?.

I have learned to move on, despite 2 years 5 months and 9 days (I've sure been counting alright) of being single, I just have to say that It's as if I don't deserve to be loved anymore.

I've quit. I don't trust love. I don't have faith and yes, love at first sight or internet love or whatever you love sick people go through is Bullcrap.

Mind me for being angry about my love life, but it's not possibly the best thing that's ever happened to me. Till then, I just have to wait.....

Maybe I'll end up single for 3 or 4 years, maybe I'll just turn gay....

don't forget to visit the long awaited Ashraf Ishak

Thanks.


:heart:,
soulshyne

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:iconventrikel:
uih? practical lagik???
berapa kali ko practical?

hmm..
i'd like to share this poem wif u:

By Anonymous

I believe in people.

please believe in me.

trusting is so easy,

so why can't you trust me?


Something deep inside,

dark and fierce,

drives me to be so different

but all it gives me is pain.


Why can't we be friends?

Is liking me so hard?

All I've ever wanted is people...

People who can tune into my frequency.


Love is too much to hope for

so I'll settle for this bitter loneliness

--
~ I'll chase after her shadow.. the shadow of mon papillon ~ -S²A-
:iconmtn:
cheer up mate, love doesn't just come in a single form of source, it's around you...
chins up.

--
taufiq@topher nazarudin
:iconsoulshyne:
Thanks for being supportive :hug:

--
"abstraction is substraction"
:iconmaznia:
Dude, u really remind of Seth from OC.. Either ur intersting, or u`ve issues.. Who knows..

--
Gutta cavata lapidem non vi sed saepe cadendo.

The raindrop carves the stone not with intensity, but with frequency.

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